When your world ends...

Welcome. Being a widow sucks dogs balls.

One day your planning a future together and the next day he ups and dies, right there on the living room floor.

The ensuing mayhem is unfathomable. A continual run of people, well wishes, anger, resentment and downright fucking hell.

This blog is about my decisions after some of the fog cleared. After the tears fell less regularly and when the realisation set in that choices need to be made, a new unwanted future needs to be planned and somewhere down the line, theres a happy place to find.

I hope my adventures will encorage others to take the step forward to being, living and enjoying, rather than existing.

This is my journey. Not for everyone, but its mine to share.

Thanks for being here x